Forever feeling blue // Mickey Milkovich will fuck u up
I want all of it. Your sleepy mumbling. Your drunken embarrassment. Your silly faces. Your anger. Your dance moves. Your anxiety. Your apologies. Your sadness. Your stern looks. Your claustrophobia. Your exasperated tone. Your frustrations. Your past. I want all of it. I want all of you.
This time last year Isak Valtersen was in biology googling the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about but never thought would ever love him back.
This time last year Isak Valtersen was afraid of who he might be.
This time last year Isak Valersen couldn’t talk to his friends.
couldn’t see his parents
was afraid of his mothers mental illness
unable to sleep at night
This time last year Isak Valtersen was alone, lost, and delving deep into self hatred.
and now?
a year later Isak Valtersen is loved, open, proud of who he is, who he loves, where he came from.
No matter where you are right now, how you feel, how lost and dark and lonely the world seems, remember this.
This time next year it will be just a memory.
so much can happen. so much can change.
and when you have love and support; you can truly do anything.
You are beautiful and strong and i love you so much.
Where is he?
The man who was just like me
Heard he was hiding somewhere I can’t see
Cherry Wine - Nas
I live for the day when one of the boy squad completely accidentally indirectly implies that Isak was more into Even than Even was into Isak at first. And Even is like… what the fuck? Ya’ll I literally pined after him for months before he even looked at me? I followed him to the bathroom? I orchestrated and entire Romeo and Juliet scene in order to get him to kiss me? What is this bullshit?! I am the original obsessive boyfriend all of you can go fuck yourselves. “Isak was more obsessed.” Kiss my Isak-trash ass.
And the boys just being like o.0 to each other.
